"Maps" Yeah Yeah Yeah's

We all have dreams. We have the ones you see as goals, the ones in the night that tell us you're crazy, and the ones during the day when you wish life was better. Well my life isn't better. I could complain about everything like some psychobabble bullshit of a person. But you know what, I'd rather write about the life I will never have. hahaha

So lets give you a little bit of background. Since I was 6 or 7 years old, I always pretended I was someone else. From Jasmine in Aladdin to Rogue from the X-men. I wanted a life that wasn't mine. I don't even remember what kind of person I was half the time. Because I spent so much of it pretending to be someone else that was either a stronger person, an exciting adventurist or a romantic enthusiast. These fantasies of long lasting friends, true love, and a parent that loved me for me never came true.

I have some of these in real life. Some are illusions but not all of them. So I will write the illusions so that one day, one of them will become real. And others will be just pure fantasy.